Relieved

Camp Week is over!!! I finally got to eat a decent meal, and a decent niche to sleep.. Although, I am comfortable in my sleeping bag.. I miss the air-conditioned room of mine. lets start how sec 3 Excellence through Experience Camp was, then I'll move on with Ahmad Ibrahim's Passion and Diligence Camp.

Sec 3 Camp.
I was excited and was looking forward for it as i could meet Broody. It's been way too long time since I last met him. Before the final meet while we were packing our stuffs for the camp. We planned to wear the same shirt. Well, not the same shirt but the same coloured shirt for all 3 days. Unfortunately I back off from the plan as I had to wear the same colour with the other organisers. I can tell that Broody was disappointed. First day was enjoyable although the pressure was on. I think Teacher Wardah is Excellent *with capital E* at last minute planning and cover up jobs to cover any corruption. Day 1 went smoothly and yeah, It gets rocky during the Rock Climbing. Fana and I was the first two to try it out. I wasn't afraid of heights so it shouldn't be a problem, I thought. Somehow when I reach the top I was afraid to climb down. I kept screaming "Tak Nak!!" I kept still at the top for more than 5 minutes I think. But with encouragement from Fana and the other campers I climbed down. Climbing down was easier and less scary than climbing up.

Day 2
It was Amazing Race Day!! Yay!! I woke up with a huge smile plastered on my face. But it wasn't for long. Misunderstanding is very dangerous. It could kill one's trust. During day 2 I lost my trust. During day 2 I nearly lost a friend. During day 2 I felt like crying. But I stand strong. I didn't CRY!! Wee!! Wee!! You were probably wondering what happened. Well here goes, I was one of the station master. My station was at Changi Airport Terminal Two. While I was sleeping *accidentally slept* I received a message from Broody. He sounded mad, very mad. There are events that he is mad. But this madness somehow caused by me. At least that is how I feel. Being stubborn, I did not give in to him. I ignore his apology. Not that I didn't want to. But I can't. I just can't. When his team reached my station. He tried to comfort me, however every word that he said makes me bombard him with sarcasm. I know it's rude but when your angry you will ignore your manners. There goes Day 2. I can't sleep, I can't eat because of the guilt. Being stubborn as I am again, No matter how guilty I am. I was being too cold to him. He tried to talk to me and tried to lighten me up but I ignore it. Day 2 Ruined!!

Day 3
I didnt enjoy every single activity of it. Fake a smile and follow the flow. During Prize giving I was hoping Group B to win. As according to ME, they have the best team work and the most supporting Faci. But to my dissapointment they didn't win the first place. =( Same goes to the best camper... How come Ayuni did not win that title?? I vote for her!! How come kak Yati win?? hmm... *no offence* Anyways Congrats to Kak Yati! Group A who won the first place! and, Diyana for winning the Best Leader!

There goes Day 3.

As for the other camp I'll post later. Anyways Broody type the above event in his blog. He has the whole thing lay out about the argument. Only that he used A and B instead of Zuhaily and Ruquiyah. Wonder why...