Sunday, April 22, 2007

it's short

I suddenly had the urge to run yesterday. hmm, but that doesnt help me running away from my examination. Aaargh!! It's very soon. But yet here i am posting my rantings. Time is short. Life is short too. It felt as though you were just born yesterday and your life will be taken today. But for some reason, it felt as though the journey is too excruciating and the time is too slow to move along. For another reason, i was flabbergasted as to how i could reach this far in my life. I was the shy girl, the good girl. But today the reflection of me was somewhat different. Had i become a bad person? Had i changed that much? The exuberance of life continues as time blitzkrieg and challenge us. What if we failed to challenge it? What if I failed to challenge it? What will I become? I got to have a little faith, a little confident but mine are fading away in the darkest night. *Oh Allah please guide me thru this battle*

Monday, April 16, 2007

The field

"The field was once an empty green layout on the ground. Until one day it was discovered by a farmer. He then, nurture flowers. The flowers bloom every spring without fail. Everyday the farmer will come down to the field and tell himself "I am a farmer. Why do I nurture flowers instead of milking cows?". He then hire a gardener. The gardener was a grumpy one. He never watch his step. He will stamp his feet to the ground with his hard boots." This scenario is dedicated to Sec1B girls and the DM.

Saturday, April 14, 2007

Pink, pink, pink and more Pink!!!

I'm Hating this pink skin already. Everything in my life is pink now. A pink lanyard a pink hp pouch. Hey, people can't you understand that i dun like pink!! Aaaaaaaargh!!

Friday, April 13, 2007

The Escape from Malay Lesson

Finally it was Friday. by 5 15pm I was already home. We were released early from school*heck with the excuses larh!* Just when i was about to lay on my bed, the phone rang. It was Speed *as usual* asking me random questions *or rather stupid questions* I assume he was bored. I got off the phone and on my mom's lappie and start on my project. It was still undone. Haizz.. But its ok. My group members are very cooperative. I am still working on the presentation. Alhamdulillah we're doing our job according to the plan. We decided to insert media player and a group picture.

Wednesday, April 11, 2007

Bored!

I have to finish the project!!!!! ASAP!!! We're meeting the deadline soon. Very, very soon!

Saturday, April 07, 2007

they're getting on my nerves!!

I was excused for flag day as i help the teachers for Primary 1 Entrance test. i hesitate to go the day before. however after today, I regret going to school!! Gosh those peepz are really getting on my nerves I can't stand them not even a minute. If only I couldnt control my anger.. I wouldnt vent them on the innocents. On second thought, I don't even have the authority to do that. I'm helpless, hopeless!! I don't think people are aware of my hatred towards them. I've tried to remain calm and not hating them. But they drove me insane!!! Why do they have to make people hate them?