What a waste of time

Today was quite interesting, i was looking forward to go to the seminar organised by AMP-or so i thought it was-It was held at the sheraton tower. I was excited at first however when the emcee step her foot on the stage i was already half asleep, only kak farhana listened attentively to her speech-as always-During one of the speaker's talk i just realised that it wasnt a seminar but the launching of the project and guess what peepz?? it wasnt meant for us!! what the heck!! i had to waste $8 on taxi fare to reach school-as i overslept-and it wasnt meant for us!!!! but the food definitely paid off-hehehe-

my thoughts

Each day is the same in a sense that nothing interesting ever happens; same people and same meaningless drama that never stimulates. There is never a moment when something changes and you feel - alive. Sometimes you can't help but wonder that if something strange and unexpected did happen, would you even notice? After awhile life just becomes a series of actions that you go through, not really paying attention, just doing the moments. You end up not giving much thought to the decisions you make, because in the end it all comes out the same. There are never moments when you are left wondering if everything you knew could be questioned. Moments like that are what shape you and make you strong, but if one never had them, how could they learn?

-faddyfend-

Test Week

Hey there, i had a hectic week this week, TEST! TEST! TEST! Test week for sec 2A Residents.. Phew!! gladly that week was over. However, we still have a few upcoming test waiting for us after the public holz. Luckily Chinese New Year Save us from more test coming in-hehe-Monday was dissapointment day as i didnt make it through to the school Netball team. Although, i wasnt really ecstatic about it, i felt that my hardwork didnt paid off.. Hrmmz, i'll get over it after sometime. tuesday was as usual nothing great happened except that we'll b having ulumul Quran's test and more homeworks to come in our way blocking us from watching tv. On Thursday i had my first peer tutor with Khodijah and Liyana, i told them not to be late but i was 10 mins late-Khodijah was even later than me-Liyana was punctual.. After about 45 mins of the session we get bored but luckily Liyana mother's Kek lapis save us.. Eating while doing the worksheets that we were assigned to-its a bad habit-

As for today, i woke up as usual had breakfast and watch some shows on tv.. Missed track of the time and when i am done watching the tv.. it was already 12 10!!!!!-oh uh!! We're late!!-My sis and i decided to board 25 and alight @ Kembangan and take the train to school. We reach school @ 1pm sharp!-wooooo huuu!!Applause from spectators-

Reached home earlier since it was Friday, When i was heating something to eat in the microwave i smell burnt food and that was it!! the food in the microwave get burnt from over heating.. Just my luck.. Haizz.. What an interesting day , today.

Friday Party turns into a Disaster

Phew!! Today was a lil tiring as i had netball try-out @ 8 30am.. I was supposed to meet my mates @ Tampines Interchange @ 7 15am but as usual-i overslept-i quickly had to shower, pack my things and grab breakfast on the way-as my mom wont allow me to play unless i eat-while i was buying breakfast i lost a few seconds and by the time i look at my watch. It was already 7am and i still havent board the bus!!! AAAAAAHHHH!!! I had to think fast.. without second thoughts i hailed a cab and instruct him to my destination.. It was then that i remembered i left my wallet @ home-oh! bummer! what am i suppose to do?-Luckily, i have a few bucks with me in my pocket and it was enough for the fare-Alhamdulillah!!-

As i have reached the interchange, my mates were looking @ me with thier death glares-it was scary ya'll-We have yet to wait the others to arrive-as i thought i was the last one to arrive-

We arrived @ the Kallang Netball 5 minutes late.. And guess what??? The teacher-in-charge have not arrived.. this fact made me jumped in the air!!-weeeee!!!- I guess we did ok with the training, tolerated a few fouls but we managed to b better this time round.

Suddenly, the teacher announce that we are to compete the sec 1s-Oh Dear!!-We knew that the sec 1s are slightly better than us.. it the first half we did quite badly but the final match we were trying our best to strive for excellence-and boy, did we achieved that*grinning*-

Enough of that, after the training we decided to hit Singapore Post(paya lebar)to have our brunch.. We split as some of us want McDonald's and the others wanted Long John Silver.. After we had our brunch, it was a routine for us to take pictures and such.. After those moments we decided to go to school-Uh-Oh!! bummer-

During recess i chose to hangout with the sec1 councillors and later back to my roots. But the sec1s are so pestering me not to leave them. And so i had to sit with them until they leave for their Asar prayers and then, it was just me and Liyana.. We decided to hangout @ the canteen and sit awhile more until recess time is over-this seldom happened to any of us-hrmmz.. i noticed a few changes in us since the "incidents"..

hey peepz, i think i typed enough and being-considerate-as to not strained ur eyes reading the entire post. i might as well stop typing.. Hevva Nice Day!!

My day

hey peepz, today, early in the morning i had my tuition lesson @ 9am. What a great start for the day-"joy"-since i had a late night the night b4, i woke up with a stoney face lah.. Even my tutor's wife notice that.. hehe-how embarrassing-

On that night i had a conversation with one of my close friends, just the usual, talking about random topics and stupid stuffs-da lame gitu tk buat keje cam nie- I missed late night conversation with my friends.. hrmmz.. i wonder how are they doing? Guyz if u ever read my blog please gimme a call ok?-i lost a few contact numbers on my phone..

School:- My class has a bad reputation amongst the teachers.. it was humiliating-a total destruction for us-but what can we do? is apology itself is enough? will it b enough for us to stand up from our fall? i've been reflecting a lot lately.. and sumtyms i would cry myself to sleep with guilts surround me-rocking me to sleep-

Haizz.. I am dissapointed with them, myself and us.. but can we gain the trust that we once betrayed again? are we too late to get a second chance? these are the questions that has been bugging me lately-i might add that its driving me crazy!!-

Haizz!!

ok COOL.. now when i can change my skin.. all my entries are gone.. what the heck sey!! Anyways, today was a great start, woke up-earlier than usual-to do my homeworks.. when all of it are done, i decided to watch TV and then get ready for school n OFF I GO!! whee!! School was ok.. nothing great happened today, just the fact that Khodijah is getting more energetic each day.. I wonder how much caffeine she had b4 coming to school.. oh btw, i got teamed up with my uncooperative friend-i noe its rude-for my English project.. hrmmz.. what else can I do to make it better?? Be Patient!! What Else!! sumtyms i do have this feeling to scream. I do have the feeling to kick. But i cant bring myself to do it. after all she is still my friend..

Today, while i was watching the Arena, my mind flew away to my al-sagoff dayz.. the days where i spent most of my time on Debates Competition.. I missed those Days.. Having fun during discussion n such.. but lets face the fact that i am now is no longer what i am before.. I am more reserved n more careful.. I didnt noticed this but one of the alsagoffiats told me this today while we were talking on the phone.. Hmm, can it be any harder than to search for ur oldself back?