=D

Yay!! Finally dapat blaja seni!! wee!! I was waiting for this moment lah sey! A little dissapointed when Cik Yati said she can only select three of us to learn Regu. Since there were four of us I gave in to Darwisya.. Kesian plak dia.. But thn when Cik Yati realised yang kat situ semua budak2 kecik then she let me join the Tunggal class.. Wooo huuu!! Jumping with joy! But then after awhile I was jumping with frustration oi! Terkial2 following kin and lya's steps. Sorry guys, kene repeat je because of me *gendeng.. Tapi fun.. A little frustrated but fun...! Now I forgot some of it already.. How forgetful.. *gendeng

To realise

To realize The value of a sister:

Ask someone Who doesn't have one.

To realize The value of ten years:

Ask a newly Divorced couple.

To realize The value of four years:

Ask a graduate.

To realize The value of one year:

Ask a student who Has failed a final exam.

To realize The value of nine months:

Ask a mother who gave birth to a still born.

To realize The value of one month:

Ask a mother who has given birth to a premature baby.

To realize The value of one week:

Ask an editor of a weekly newspaper.

To realize The value of one hour:

Ask the lovers who are waiting to Meet.

To realize The value of one minute:

Ask a person Who has missed the train, bus or plane.

To realize The value of one-second:

Ask a person Who has survived an accident.

To realize The value of one millisecond:

Ask the person who has won a silver medal in theOlympics.

To realize the value of a friend:

Lose one.

Time waits For no one.

Treasure every moment you have.

You will treasure it even more when you can share it with someone special.

penatnya!

Badminton Tournament was tiring. And as usual, I suck at it.

I was thinking to go to the IT Show today since yesterday was so pack! With my height, I hardly see any exhibition. It was then, that I wish I wear some 3 inches high heels instead of the very flat flats that I wore. Anyway, I bought another piece of the portable charger since the old one was "infected" by the alkaline. It's ROSAK already. It's cheaper. I bought the former charger at $20++ but I bought this one at only $18. Including a few free stuffs. I wasn't expecting that much of people. they look like the pilgrims performing the Arkaan obidiently. Oh and I bought a 1GB flashdrive for only $9.50 or so.. More than 50% discount.

loosen up

Yesterday was fun guys. Thanks for the "outing aka project completion meeting". We were assigned to go to the library but the library is getting bored of books and I guess they replaced most of it to some technological source of information called GOOGLE. Since, we can't find the ingredient for our project. We hit the food outlets. Ended up eating at ZamZam. Since we failed searching for available tableS at Banquet. And since KFC closed down for a renovation. After eating, most of them decided to go home. Astrogerl, Fadhilah and I still wanna hang around not wanting to go home yet. And so, we found out about the Step Up 2: The Streets contest. It was an unintentional visit. It is proven that Singapore do have some talents in the street performances department. (=

After Bugis visit and went home for a quick change of attire, I went to esplanade to take a peek at the ******* dudes for their upcoming competition. They're doing great! It's a pity that I've quit doing that thingy. )=

Left Behind

Man, I can't believe it's been two weeks or less since JUMPER's release. I still haven't catch the movie yet, since I am so-very busy with school, plus when I am free I don't have company. I hate watching movies alone. What more in cinemas. I feel like I am making a fool of myself. Laughing alone. Gasping alone. Yeah, I tend to gasp A Lot when watching movies. Sometimes I am the extra soundtrack of the movie. Hey, maybe, Academy award should add a new segment "The most Supporting Audience" what do you think? Those movie freaks surely win.

Things accomplish in February:
-I manage to save my prepaid credits until the end of the month.
-I manage to understand what exactly this one particular ------ teacher was teaching.
-I manage to pass all the tests. *Quite an achievement. I haven't been revising regularly.
-I manage to keep in touch with my girl-friends.
-I manage to have a good relationship with whom I don't like. *Not hate.
-I manage not to rebel against school rules. *i hafta admit it is tempting to break it.
-I manage to survive this year's Qiyamullail. =)

Unaccomplished This Year...so far:
-Watch movie. *Never watch a single new-release-movie this year. I shocked myself.
-Shopping. *I need new sneakers & clothes.
-Revision. *Getting lazier by the minutes.
-Clean my room. *I only manage to tidy up my wardrobe.
-Hang out with Alsagoffiatts. *Since I'm in the afternoon session.
-Buy new phone. *My phone drives me crazy.
-Lose a little amount of weight.

WTH?

Test week is killing me! What more with the unfinish-ing projects. Everytime when it seemed that we're finishing, something unexpected happens! Booo Huuu!!!

OOOhh.. The new school rules are killing me too. No staying in class during recess hour?? Say whaaaaaaaat?? It was due to some theft being reported. Although I am totally against this rule. I still saw the bright side of it. It is childish actually. Anyway, an accident happened right before my eyes just now. Involved an Arabian. Surely DM will make an announcement regarding this matter and soon, ban Jay walking. It is banned in the first place, but circumstances pushed us to do so. If I use the traffic light that was located a few metres away from school to get to the bus stop it would have taken at least 7minutes to get to the bus stop. Minus waiting for the bus. Minus me walking home from my stop. Minus me walking up the staircase. and soon, the clock strikes at 8pm. Minus the "oh-so smooth" traffic. I'll be waaaaaaay too late for Maghrib prayer.

sleepaholic

After I came home from school, mother suddenly announce that we're going to JB and stay at my grandmother's "Banglow di Lereng bukit" for a good one day. But I was too tired to hear what she was saying. I passed out once I finished my maghrib prayers only to wake up at 12am to answer a call (I still hate it when people interrupt my sleep). I sleep for 10 hours this days. I usually need a minimal of 4 solid hours to sleep. Yes, sleep not nap. But now I doubled the hours, more than double, infact. Back to JB trip, so mother woke me up at 3am and I pack my homework (pathetic eh?) and we hit the road before the crack of dawn. I didn't tell anyone that I was going away. I continue sleeping (in the car) after performing Subuh prayer. I was shocked to wake up only to find I have 15 messages on my handphone. I was only gone for two hours (From Subuh) and they thought I was missing. *Ape saje lah orang-orang nie. I wanted to apologise if I worry the 12 people who finished my global credits with their incoming messages. The trip was unexpected okay?

We ended up spending the night there. I slept for a good 2 hours once we reached the "banglow di lereng bukit" and 3 more hours after Zuhur. And 8 hours during the evening. And spend another 2 hours sleeping in the car when the traffic was congested at the immigration. What's wrong with my sleeping disorder?

I admit that homeworks, projects and stuff tire me out. but it's not like I haven't been to this kind of situation before.

To the cousins, I enjoy the chat. We hardly ever see each other since last year. Once we meet, we talk crappy stuff. But it is always Enjoyable+Fun (with a capital F).

Fatigue

Exhaustion day is on Friday. Period. No elaboration. Weekends is a no-no. No shopping-spree with Amalina anymore. Even Sunday-Netball team-Training must cancel or put on hold for this month. Too much homeworks. So little time. Sometimes, I refrain myself from sleeping. My shoulders are turgid-not in a good way. My class are not allowed to leave most of our books in the cupboard. The books pula, damn thick lah! My shoulders are tired! Maybe need to change bag or something *a reason to shop!

My mother is more strict now. Haizz. Considering that I usually hit the pillows at around 3-or later- in the morning. Starting of February is not a good sign at all. January is more fun. January please come back!

Bragging about not enough time I almost forgot about Chinese New Year Holiday!! Yay! Finally some room to breathe. But still, I will or might be occupied with homeworks. That's what teachers do. They envy holidays or us enjoying holidays.

Oh btw, Happy Birthday Closety!

Say goodbye to outings Ruquiyah.

erm...?

I got homework nearly everyday! Minus, the additional classes I enroll. I am officially busy and selfish.

up, up and away!

“Life isn’t Candy Land, it isn’t a fantasy, where you can create the perfect ending, and cue the music, and make people’s decisions for them. It’s reality. And reality is perverse and imperfect and it isn't fair, and the timing is never right, but you don’t get to run away from it into some safe little movie."

The above quote has got nothing to do with this post actually. Just something I wanna share. hehe. For some weird reason I felt very energetic today. But the head is still pounding.

I am not one to show my emotions. I may act like I don't care but deep down I do care. I don't trust people easily. Please be patient with me.

aching all over.. the mind is too..

I'm weaker at math now. Statistics and graphs weaken me. I don't really blame the topics though. I myself haven't been paying attention during the lesson. Over the past few days my head feels like it was bang-ed against the trash can. Yup, can. Should I blame it on the scorching-during the afternoon-sun? Hmm.. But it has been raining heavily for these past few days. Whatever it is it send my head spinning. Seriously. I had a hard time sleeping. Not balancing well. Talking crap! Poor closety is my victim of insomnia. Hur Hur.

Despite the pain. I manage to find a reason to have fun. Undying adoration for...Netball! (ps: and someone too)*grin. Went for my regular training with the girls. It was so much fun and too much screams.. Maybe I was exposed to ringing screams. That's the potential reason for my headache I guess?? Or maybe not.

To add the pain there's my Quran memorisation. I don't really know how does my new Quran teacher's syllabus work. And triple homeworks given during weekends. Hand in on Monday. Then, come a new set. Some may wonder "And I still have time to blog?" blogging is my break from this "madness"(According to Mr F). I need to let out my thoughts at least once a day. Ok, back to Quran lessons. It's stressing me out. What I usually did is I finish up the whole lot of surah. Then, I go for my gradings. Because, I will always forget the previous verse that I have memorised. But it's otherwise with this teacher in charge.

Maybe, I should just quit my other unnecessary yet important classes. But I can't. I'm not a quitter. and what more I don't feel pressured by this "madness"

I thought that my headache was because of the stress. But i've been having it regularly since early October. And that was way before this "madness" entertains me. I seemed to enjoy all the classes that I attend and enroll myself into. What cause the headache?

I hate scraped knees! It hurts! I can't bend it. *like Beckham* Boooo Huuuuu!!!! This is what happened when we are so into the games that we forgot to cool down afterwards. It cause aching to the joinings and muscle. Have a nice day people!!

me-time

I've been busy with classes that the only person I am in contact is closety and randy. How's the others doing eh? I totally shut off from the outside world. This is what happened when I am too occupied with classes that I don't even have the time to losen up. The only hing I do now is watch tv or surf the net. booo huuu!! *pathetic lah sey

Better

2008 is definitely better. Although death of the loved ones keep saddening me. How I wish they were there to see my achievements. To guide me from my failure. But I guess everything is not in our control. And, I have to move on. Keeping up with the pace of life. Everything is just in a whirl. It feels like it was just yesterday that I chatted with my alsagoffiatts. Hanging out with the crazy bunch of s***** dudes. Complaining to my mother. Hugging my dearest Kina. Laughing with Zaki. Lectured by Arasy. Comforting Fatin. Fighting with Khair. Fooling Groovie with my grandfather. But all good things do come to an end. Am just moving on with the flow of my life. Although my heart is aching to go back to that treasured moments.

Thunder.

Normally, I hate thunder but today's heavy rain somehow changed my mind. Gotta say I hate it but listening to it actually soothe me. I know I'm a weird person!

Bring the crap out of me.

I woke up with a smile on my face. Finally I managed to have the time to chat with closety. Not that I miss him, I just miss talking to him. =D Happy! Happy!

But the chat was strictly merepek sey! =p

I was wondering, what's up with the school bell? It's two minutes late. My bus usually arrive at the bus stop at 6 35pm. With the school dimissal bell rings at 6 32. I have only 3 minutes to reach the bus stop. Considering the traffic, it is impossible to get there exactly 3 minutes. Unless I am very lucky everyday. And with the precious 2 minutes, the hougangerz missed the earliest bus to get home. Reason I'm blogging this? I dunnoe. I just feel like I need to type something really, very, absolutely crappy.

I need to change, fast!

School has been great! 2008 is great! The new subjects look okay. Not much of work and stuff. Maybe, it is all introduction games. However, I am not comfortable with the new spectacles, tudung and uniform. Everything seem very, very wrong. And yes, Akir was right. *not was, is* I am getting selenge each day. hehehe. The spectacles can't stay put at my bridge. it keeps falling off and the pair makes me look gandmother-ish. I hate this new pair of spectacles!!!!!!!!!

The tudung sort of covering my eyes. And it makes my cheek bulge. that is so wrong. And not presentable. And I am uncomfortable. But anything else is just fine. Beyond fine, actually.

Anymore chocolate?

It's the first week of school days and I'm already sick! :'( Woke up with a very bad headache. Itchy throat. My mother blamed it on silat training. I hope I can still go for training. But I swear it wasn't the training. Maybe, I'm tired trying to adapt with the new schedule and such.

Anyways, I am hooked to this particular chocolate. I know I hate chocolates. But this chocolate makes me feel better when I am having fever. But, I haven't seen any of this type of chocolate being sold at any candyshop. =(

A B C

School re-opened yesterday. So to fellow students. Welcome Back to your respective school!! The teachers sure had plan their speech before they present them. Anyway, how come this year there's a lot more lecture rather than welcoming speech. And, the speech started just a few hours after the first "bell" *or whatever u call them* for Secondary Azkar.

Nothing much about school. Just the usual. Welcome speech, school regulations, same old stuff that we hear all over again. Tired of it? Well, I am not. It just amazed me how predictable teachers' welcome back speeches are. No offence eh, but that is true.

Remember 3A: "Sec 3 will either break you or make you" So let's show that we are the best of the best product that MAI has ever produced! Mwahahaha! Too much enthusiasm for the second day of school right? Well, what can I say.. I am in the best mood!

I survived!

Happy New Year everyone! Celebrated New Year with my ownself. Counting down til midnight arrives. At first, I was planning to go to Marina Bay to watch the fireworks. Just to cheer myself up for the new year. But then, thinking that my parents would probably flip out or would definitely fall asleep, I put that thought aside. Celebrating new year by myself is quite fun actually. Countdown alone. Watch late night movies alone. Snacking alone. I was so used to being alone anyways. But that was after Khair's unexpected death. Oh and did I tell you that not a single soul wish me a happy new year? But I was glad that they didn't actually. Oh yeah.. Lonely New Year Celebration. But, in a way I felt better because New Year is finally here! =D