Outta My Head

I had nightmares about zombies lately. And, guess what? I am now very afraid to go to sleep. Yeah, you heard me. I am afraid to sleep. Hmph..~! Poor closety is now my til-i-go-to-sleep buddy. Thank You so much!

Today was fun. Went shopping with Amalina & Ain. Shopping for teachers' day stuffs and some of our own. Hehe. How come it is sooo difficult to find decent long sleeves dresses huh?

Not much things to blog actually. Was forced by that certain someone who happened to be named Fadhilah Ismail. =p

I finally got to savour the sweet taste of Ice Kacang. AAAAAAAAAAAAAhhhh! I miss that taste. Almost forgot how it tasted. Although it wasn't the best Ice Kacang I've ever had, it is enough for me to remember the taste of it. =D *dreamy smile

Oooooooh.. Ain's birthday is coming up. What should I get her? hmm.... Any suggestions? The tagboard is lonely ya know..?*hehe

9 August

Selamat hari kebangsaan! instead of going all Red and White with stars and a crescent I decided to keep my patriotism on the DL.

The day went as typical past years National Day. Woke up early in the morning since mom is home. And that means, House work. Doing the laundry, sweeping floors, cleaning up moi oh-so-very dusty room. That's the very main reason why I don't enjoy holidays.

~and my life couldn't get anymore duller than it already is....

This year's NDP is a little boring and dampening although someone claimed that it was "tersergam indah" just because he's one of the many NDP motivators. I didn't quite enjoy it. There were some "ooooohs aaaaaaaaahhs" moments but it wasn't as much as the past years.

And I am so missing Alsagoff's National Day Celebration! =(

tsk3!

~I'm gonna go random ok. Since my life is getting boring.

2 days of resting sure did wonders. Now all i want to do is SLEEP. I almost fell asleep for the whole 5 first periods. Tsk! Ruquiyah2!

My eyes went round and round and round and round and round. *sing-song tone.

Anyways, congratulations 3A! We won the debate! Arabic angkat ah eh! hahaks!

Gosh! I've been terribly tired and lazy since Qiyam. Seriously. Shouldn't qiyam supposed to motivate us to be more hardworking and err.. energised? Or maybe the seminar that I attended should be blamed? Just when the seminar is getting interesting and fun that is when my eyes started drooping.. Horrible. Luckily we had breakfast at BK, a hot milo to not get through the day. Milo just increased my sleepiness. ~sigh, sigh, sigh.

And so that was Saturday. And of course I was absent from silat. hees! It has been what? 3 weeks now that I not-so-mysteriously-dissapeared from silat. Dasyat2!

Slept for a total of 12 hours from Saturday night til Sunday morning. Then dearest closety woke me up to inform about Ghufran class. Haiyo! *bummer!

First lesson of silat since 3 weeks was err.. refreshing.. Luckily I had memorise the syllabus. wee~! The class was interesting lah. The girls there are all, little. Yet, insane. They are already THAT crazy at the age of 8-11. Only god knows how much I suffered chatting with them.

Then, comes the dreadful MONDAY. Got our maths test. It was alright. I know I could do better. But my grade was ok. Enough to survive sec 3.

~4 more months to go.

Call in sick

Today wasn't good. I am actually sick. Caught a very bad, nasty fever. Is it the flu season? Haizz.. I'm bored. to death i might add.

ez-link punye pasal..

I panicked when I realised my ez-link card is empty.
I stumbled and chuck a dollar coin in the thing-where-they-pay-the-bus-fare-with coins.
The apek looked at me weirdly.
Then said, "Ah Girl, go tap your ez-link card".
"Uncle, my ez-link empty already. I have no small change"
"GO TAP"
And......
the machine beep! Ade $5 sey!
While the uncle smiled triumphantly along with other passengers, I just gave them a small smile.
Paisey aku! Ramai orang plak tu!!

Bliss

What do I do when the weather is bad?

What will I do when I'm soaking wet?

And the traffic was congested?

And I cancelled my plans with my favourite person in the world?

What do I need when I'm so damn pissed about it?

All I wish, is little delights that will enlighten me.

And so, that's what I got! ~Huhu!

Some yummy stuff along the way!

Wee~! All I need is one with a Million Joy.

Goodbye, Asma'

Yar I know she left about 2 weeks ago. I have not been updating my blog regularly since June holiday. The comp decided to have a vacation of its own. Anyways, Asma' left 2 weeks ago and I still wanna tell the whole world about the little party and stuff. Sadly enough, she left the school on her birthday. The motivated part of me, woke up at 5am in the morning to bake the cake. Well, it didn't take THAT much of a time to bake a cake. But since Friday is always a busy morning in my house so i dare not to take up the other's spaces. Or the cake would probably been thrown at me!

The original plan was to top the cake with Hershey's. But the buyer was late*as expected. Haha! no offence mal. Ain also volunteered to help decorate the cake. So, we used what is already in the kitchen's cabinet. The cake, honestly, was superb! I didn't say that just because I baked it. But its nice. I didn't expect it to be that nice. the cream was actually an experiment. And it turned out to be very nice and well, creamy.

Decoration courtesy of: Amalina & Ain

I know, It is not well decorated but it's still delicious so who cares!

Since one of Asma's best interest*and she's very good at it*is netball we wanted to surprise her with a little "departure netball friedly match" Unfortunately the team that was supposedly trash us at the game, last minute-ly cannot show up. And Asma' nearly didn't show up too! Eventually everything fell into place, well except for the team replacement. We played amongst ourselves, plus there's enough players. And the feast for that party is simply Munchy Donuts. Enough said right?

Psst! Pardon me for the nyonya-like behaviour. But Munchy's are so irresistible.

The rest are just some random photos. Good Luck Asma'!

So long

I feel as if I am falling, falling from a cliff, with no one there to catch me.

whoa!

Last Friday was a goosebumpy day. It was my first time sharing the experience with 2 other guys. I must say i was frightened. But I just kept a straight, cool, smiley face. It was a relief when the Pasir Ris peepz decided to accompany me to my stop. Otherwise, I would probably run the fastest time in my whole entire life. Heck! i could beat the world record holder for the most fastest runner.

a-quarter experience of being a poly student

I woke up early today. First time this week. Past two days hasn't been good. I was trapped at home accompanied by dearest computer and not-very entertaining television shows. How I wish school is still operational. On the brightER side, I can wake up very early in the noon. and finish decorating and finalise the never ending battle organising my wardrobe and shelf units. Now it's clean I can *finally shop at IKEA. Ooooh and need new outfits too. My mother will most probably roll her eyes when I talk about clothes.

Today was very.. ummm interesting. Met Ain to go to AMP then to Ngee Ann Poly for the workshop. The workshop was beyond my expectation. I expect it to be indoor with cool environment and me dozing off to DreamLand. However, we get down, and get D-I-R-T-Y. Yup! *not that dirty, mind you! We played with soil. Cutting leaves. Play with soil and water. And joke about this particular helper's laugh. Sorry! The lecturer was erm.. gentle and very specific with his instruction. What I like about the whole experience is that, It is a one-on-one lesson. More attention is better right? But the extremely long adventurous walk on the pavement tire me out! With hills and the high staircase. I must have gained weight! I hate holidays! It makes me "increased in weight".

When there's Ruquiyah, there is always Ain. In pictures only, of course! *Suke sangat inter-frame.



The highlight of today is.... I met Ustzh Najihah at KFC! I was stunned! err.. ustzh-struck for awhile. She is a proud mother of one. Gave birth last month to a baby girl I think. Her baby was adorable. Unfortunately the abby wasn't with her just now. Still the same bubbly, and very small ustazah that I knew since Primary 5 or 4. Can't remember. Good news is I am taller or maybe the same height than/with her. I am sure I am taller than her by half an inch. Which means, I grew *and still growing!! Wee~!

I tilt my head a bit in this picture. which looks like I am shorter. But trust me I am a bit taller or share the same height!

Engaged!

It's about time for our family to expand! Thoriq took the big step last 3 weeks or so. yeah I know it is a late update. But as cliche as it sounds 'it's better late than never'. Anyway, Congratulations cuz! Whenever we visit them in Kuantan, Pahang. He never grew up. Teasing his brothers continuosly. Enlightening the atmosphere with his antics. Suddenly, the eldest is getting engaged. How ironic.

The theme for the engagement ceremony is purple. I hated the colour since it matched with pink. And I had to wear pink for that day.

I am currently out of vocabulary to describe the ceremony so let the pictures do the talking....

looking forward...-->

Last Saturday's sparring was boring. I was getting into it when Wisyah got injured. A jaw for a leg eh? hehe. Seriously, that was unintentional. Sorry ya! really am.

Exam is over. Inter-madrasah is nearer. I'm not excited. I swear I will dread for that day. I guess the rest of the teammates are too. At least those from 3A will. hehe.

I did so badly for Mid-year this year. Seriously! I couldn't answer most of the papers. I think I might fail. ='(

Chemistry 50% chance of passing.
Fiqh, Mustholah, Hadith only 30%. even worse!

aaaaaaargh!! maths lagi jgn harap.

here comes the rain

I'm down with a fever, again. The 2nd in 2 months. That is rare. I don't usually get sick consecutively. So skipped school today to rest. I am so bored! should just get up and go to school. But then again, I would probably fall asleep through out the entire school hours. Yup, I sleep most of the time when I am down with the fever. Which make me a very lazy person. ~even if I am not sick I am still lazy but its double laziness when am sick.

Anyway Maa'rif's competition was good. Arabiah deserved the second place, I guess. Congratulations to whoever wins it! The prize of $150 is tempting eh? It is tempting when you need fast cash.

Last week is a good week. Thursday is a winning day for 3A. We won the debate. Weee~! I thought we couldn't pull it off since it was a last minute discussion thingy. But we won! *celebration! someone needs to treat us since her class lost =p *just kidding

I need more time pleaaasE?

Pause! I need to blog for a minute.

~Yay!! Manage to do some mind mapping and memorising done. Phew! I felt like it was just yesterday that I was procrastinating. I think I am the type that need to be pressurised then, I will work my *** off! Debate is tomorrow!! I am nervous! It's seldom for me to get nervous by "internal competition" *as said by cikgu kamalina. I need to chill.

n btw, Credits to AMALINA & DHIRAR for helping me out for the "external competition" that will be held at Maarif this weekend. *yelah, nanti aku blanje korang air seposen kat canteen tuhz! *kalau menang

Ok Play!

a little dusty

long time never blog. It's been what? 2 weeks or so? Berhabuk! But it's better than a few mothns of not updating right? hehe.

Wednesday went for silat. Yah2 I'm a slow learner but on that particular day I am super slow. Seriously! I was frustrated myself. Then, my body was literally shaking. I felt like my eyes are battling to stay awake. What a hard day! Dusty blog, dusty memory, rusty brain.

Waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa! Cry! Cry! Exam is in about a month from now. I havent start revising yet! And I am still in a I-am-already-in sec 3-daze state. I am so gonna slack this year. Parents are going to freak out. Closety will be there to nag/listen/advise/nag/comfort/nag again.

Anyways, about my interview a month back it just aired on the radio yesterday. Nabil just informed me. It was a one heck of crappy reply from me. I cracked my brain*til it actually might crack. But the part that I thought I nailed it wasn't aired. ='(

This is the following link. Enjoy! oh btw Miss Fadhilah U spell my name wrongly lah it's SITI RUQUIYAH. But at least you pronounced it well after a few times of trial! *why did my father spelled it that way.

http://www.rsi.sg/malay/reportkad/view/20080319160725/1/.html

Can it be any faster?

Time is pacing slowly. Everything happens in a slow motion. And I started to procrastinate, yet again. There is a pile of homework on the desk but I don't even bother to touch/look at it. I did push myself, but something is always there to pull me back, *laziness. I have serious issue with this thingy. I don't like being lazy when I know something must be done quickly. Unless there is nothing left for me to do, i really like the feeling of being lazy. Plus, Mid-Year is just around the border and at the outskirt of the border, ready to attack schools. My mind is still asleep it is not waking up anytime sooner. I am desperately in need of some inspiration or motivation or whatever I am suppose to need to push my "i-am-stressed-out" button. Can time speed up a little?

~"Steady feet, don't fail me now, gonna run till you can't walk, something pulls my focus out, and I'm standing down"

Heavenly

Netball Best!! But players/teammates were late.. Super uber LATE! Nabilah sempat bawak turun nasi lemak lagi.. Hehe.. But it was really fun when the rain started to pour very heavily. At first I thought it was a silly idea but it was fun. Some serious FUN finally, in Netball.
Khodijah showed me her dancing skill+silat moves.. Wakakakakaka! Which was ermm... all over the place*for the silat lah.. kekekeke.. But the dancing.. YOU RAWK KHODY...!! *pakcik2 tu gatal eh? dah tua pun tak sedar diri.. tsk3!

~you have my soul. leave me my heart.

Come on...

Anyone care to buy me a new phone? My faithful phone been sold to Amalina since hers RIP already.. and my current phone, is nazak-ing.. It is bloody irritating when I was chatting with my friends and poof! It off on its own! Magic tricks eh? That's how smart my phone is. Mom, please get me a new phone. Please! Please! Please!

=D

Yay!! Finally dapat blaja seni!! wee!! I was waiting for this moment lah sey! A little dissapointed when Cik Yati said she can only select three of us to learn Regu. Since there were four of us I gave in to Darwisya.. Kesian plak dia.. But thn when Cik Yati realised yang kat situ semua budak2 kecik then she let me join the Tunggal class.. Wooo huuu!! Jumping with joy! But then after awhile I was jumping with frustration oi! Terkial2 following kin and lya's steps. Sorry guys, kene repeat je because of me *gendeng.. Tapi fun.. A little frustrated but fun...! Now I forgot some of it already.. How forgetful.. *gendeng

To realise

To realize The value of a sister:

Ask someone Who doesn't have one.

To realize The value of ten years:

Ask a newly Divorced couple.

To realize The value of four years:

Ask a graduate.

To realize The value of one year:

Ask a student who Has failed a final exam.

To realize The value of nine months:

Ask a mother who gave birth to a still born.

To realize The value of one month:

Ask a mother who has given birth to a premature baby.

To realize The value of one week:

Ask an editor of a weekly newspaper.

To realize The value of one hour:

Ask the lovers who are waiting to Meet.

To realize The value of one minute:

Ask a person Who has missed the train, bus or plane.

To realize The value of one-second:

Ask a person Who has survived an accident.

To realize The value of one millisecond:

Ask the person who has won a silver medal in theOlympics.

To realize the value of a friend:

Lose one.

Time waits For no one.

Treasure every moment you have.

You will treasure it even more when you can share it with someone special.

penatnya!

Badminton Tournament was tiring. And as usual, I suck at it.

I was thinking to go to the IT Show today since yesterday was so pack! With my height, I hardly see any exhibition. It was then, that I wish I wear some 3 inches high heels instead of the very flat flats that I wore. Anyway, I bought another piece of the portable charger since the old one was "infected" by the alkaline. It's ROSAK already. It's cheaper. I bought the former charger at $20++ but I bought this one at only $18. Including a few free stuffs. I wasn't expecting that much of people. they look like the pilgrims performing the Arkaan obidiently. Oh and I bought a 1GB flashdrive for only $9.50 or so.. More than 50% discount.

loosen up

Yesterday was fun guys. Thanks for the "outing aka project completion meeting". We were assigned to go to the library but the library is getting bored of books and I guess they replaced most of it to some technological source of information called GOOGLE. Since, we can't find the ingredient for our project. We hit the food outlets. Ended up eating at ZamZam. Since we failed searching for available tableS at Banquet. And since KFC closed down for a renovation. After eating, most of them decided to go home. Astrogerl, Fadhilah and I still wanna hang around not wanting to go home yet. And so, we found out about the Step Up 2: The Streets contest. It was an unintentional visit. It is proven that Singapore do have some talents in the street performances department. (=

After Bugis visit and went home for a quick change of attire, I went to esplanade to take a peek at the ******* dudes for their upcoming competition. They're doing great! It's a pity that I've quit doing that thingy. )=

Left Behind

Man, I can't believe it's been two weeks or less since JUMPER's release. I still haven't catch the movie yet, since I am so-very busy with school, plus when I am free I don't have company. I hate watching movies alone. What more in cinemas. I feel like I am making a fool of myself. Laughing alone. Gasping alone. Yeah, I tend to gasp A Lot when watching movies. Sometimes I am the extra soundtrack of the movie. Hey, maybe, Academy award should add a new segment "The most Supporting Audience" what do you think? Those movie freaks surely win.

Things accomplish in February:
-I manage to save my prepaid credits until the end of the month.
-I manage to understand what exactly this one particular ------ teacher was teaching.
-I manage to pass all the tests. *Quite an achievement. I haven't been revising regularly.
-I manage to keep in touch with my girl-friends.
-I manage to have a good relationship with whom I don't like. *Not hate.
-I manage not to rebel against school rules. *i hafta admit it is tempting to break it.
-I manage to survive this year's Qiyamullail. =)

Unaccomplished This Year...so far:
-Watch movie. *Never watch a single new-release-movie this year. I shocked myself.
-Shopping. *I need new sneakers & clothes.
-Revision. *Getting lazier by the minutes.
-Clean my room. *I only manage to tidy up my wardrobe.
-Hang out with Alsagoffiatts. *Since I'm in the afternoon session.
-Buy new phone. *My phone drives me crazy.
-Lose a little amount of weight.

WTH?

Test week is killing me! What more with the unfinish-ing projects. Everytime when it seemed that we're finishing, something unexpected happens! Booo Huuu!!!

OOOhh.. The new school rules are killing me too. No staying in class during recess hour?? Say whaaaaaaaat?? It was due to some theft being reported. Although I am totally against this rule. I still saw the bright side of it. It is childish actually. Anyway, an accident happened right before my eyes just now. Involved an Arabian. Surely DM will make an announcement regarding this matter and soon, ban Jay walking. It is banned in the first place, but circumstances pushed us to do so. If I use the traffic light that was located a few metres away from school to get to the bus stop it would have taken at least 7minutes to get to the bus stop. Minus waiting for the bus. Minus me walking home from my stop. Minus me walking up the staircase. and soon, the clock strikes at 8pm. Minus the "oh-so smooth" traffic. I'll be waaaaaaay too late for Maghrib prayer.

sleepaholic

After I came home from school, mother suddenly announce that we're going to JB and stay at my grandmother's "Banglow di Lereng bukit" for a good one day. But I was too tired to hear what she was saying. I passed out once I finished my maghrib prayers only to wake up at 12am to answer a call (I still hate it when people interrupt my sleep). I sleep for 10 hours this days. I usually need a minimal of 4 solid hours to sleep. Yes, sleep not nap. But now I doubled the hours, more than double, infact. Back to JB trip, so mother woke me up at 3am and I pack my homework (pathetic eh?) and we hit the road before the crack of dawn. I didn't tell anyone that I was going away. I continue sleeping (in the car) after performing Subuh prayer. I was shocked to wake up only to find I have 15 messages on my handphone. I was only gone for two hours (From Subuh) and they thought I was missing. *Ape saje lah orang-orang nie. I wanted to apologise if I worry the 12 people who finished my global credits with their incoming messages. The trip was unexpected okay?

We ended up spending the night there. I slept for a good 2 hours once we reached the "banglow di lereng bukit" and 3 more hours after Zuhur. And 8 hours during the evening. And spend another 2 hours sleeping in the car when the traffic was congested at the immigration. What's wrong with my sleeping disorder?

I admit that homeworks, projects and stuff tire me out. but it's not like I haven't been to this kind of situation before.

To the cousins, I enjoy the chat. We hardly ever see each other since last year. Once we meet, we talk crappy stuff. But it is always Enjoyable+Fun (with a capital F).

Fatigue

Exhaustion day is on Friday. Period. No elaboration. Weekends is a no-no. No shopping-spree with Amalina anymore. Even Sunday-Netball team-Training must cancel or put on hold for this month. Too much homeworks. So little time. Sometimes, I refrain myself from sleeping. My shoulders are turgid-not in a good way. My class are not allowed to leave most of our books in the cupboard. The books pula, damn thick lah! My shoulders are tired! Maybe need to change bag or something *a reason to shop!

My mother is more strict now. Haizz. Considering that I usually hit the pillows at around 3-or later- in the morning. Starting of February is not a good sign at all. January is more fun. January please come back!

Bragging about not enough time I almost forgot about Chinese New Year Holiday!! Yay! Finally some room to breathe. But still, I will or might be occupied with homeworks. That's what teachers do. They envy holidays or us enjoying holidays.

Oh btw, Happy Birthday Closety!

Say goodbye to outings Ruquiyah.

erm...?

I got homework nearly everyday! Minus, the additional classes I enroll. I am officially busy and selfish.

up, up and away!

“Life isn’t Candy Land, it isn’t a fantasy, where you can create the perfect ending, and cue the music, and make people’s decisions for them. It’s reality. And reality is perverse and imperfect and it isn't fair, and the timing is never right, but you don’t get to run away from it into some safe little movie."

The above quote has got nothing to do with this post actually. Just something I wanna share. hehe. For some weird reason I felt very energetic today. But the head is still pounding.

I am not one to show my emotions. I may act like I don't care but deep down I do care. I don't trust people easily. Please be patient with me.

aching all over.. the mind is too..

I'm weaker at math now. Statistics and graphs weaken me. I don't really blame the topics though. I myself haven't been paying attention during the lesson. Over the past few days my head feels like it was bang-ed against the trash can. Yup, can. Should I blame it on the scorching-during the afternoon-sun? Hmm.. But it has been raining heavily for these past few days. Whatever it is it send my head spinning. Seriously. I had a hard time sleeping. Not balancing well. Talking crap! Poor closety is my victim of insomnia. Hur Hur.

Despite the pain. I manage to find a reason to have fun. Undying adoration for...Netball! (ps: and someone too)*grin. Went for my regular training with the girls. It was so much fun and too much screams.. Maybe I was exposed to ringing screams. That's the potential reason for my headache I guess?? Or maybe not.

To add the pain there's my Quran memorisation. I don't really know how does my new Quran teacher's syllabus work. And triple homeworks given during weekends. Hand in on Monday. Then, come a new set. Some may wonder "And I still have time to blog?" blogging is my break from this "madness"(According to Mr F). I need to let out my thoughts at least once a day. Ok, back to Quran lessons. It's stressing me out. What I usually did is I finish up the whole lot of surah. Then, I go for my gradings. Because, I will always forget the previous verse that I have memorised. But it's otherwise with this teacher in charge.

Maybe, I should just quit my other unnecessary yet important classes. But I can't. I'm not a quitter. and what more I don't feel pressured by this "madness"

I thought that my headache was because of the stress. But i've been having it regularly since early October. And that was way before this "madness" entertains me. I seemed to enjoy all the classes that I attend and enroll myself into. What cause the headache?

I hate scraped knees! It hurts! I can't bend it. *like Beckham* Boooo Huuuuu!!!! This is what happened when we are so into the games that we forgot to cool down afterwards. It cause aching to the joinings and muscle. Have a nice day people!!

me-time

I've been busy with classes that the only person I am in contact is closety and randy. How's the others doing eh? I totally shut off from the outside world. This is what happened when I am too occupied with classes that I don't even have the time to losen up. The only hing I do now is watch tv or surf the net. booo huuu!! *pathetic lah sey

Better

2008 is definitely better. Although death of the loved ones keep saddening me. How I wish they were there to see my achievements. To guide me from my failure. But I guess everything is not in our control. And, I have to move on. Keeping up with the pace of life. Everything is just in a whirl. It feels like it was just yesterday that I chatted with my alsagoffiatts. Hanging out with the crazy bunch of s***** dudes. Complaining to my mother. Hugging my dearest Kina. Laughing with Zaki. Lectured by Arasy. Comforting Fatin. Fighting with Khair. Fooling Groovie with my grandfather. But all good things do come to an end. Am just moving on with the flow of my life. Although my heart is aching to go back to that treasured moments.

Thunder.

Normally, I hate thunder but today's heavy rain somehow changed my mind. Gotta say I hate it but listening to it actually soothe me. I know I'm a weird person!

Bring the crap out of me.

I woke up with a smile on my face. Finally I managed to have the time to chat with closety. Not that I miss him, I just miss talking to him. =D Happy! Happy!

But the chat was strictly merepek sey! =p

I was wondering, what's up with the school bell? It's two minutes late. My bus usually arrive at the bus stop at 6 35pm. With the school dimissal bell rings at 6 32. I have only 3 minutes to reach the bus stop. Considering the traffic, it is impossible to get there exactly 3 minutes. Unless I am very lucky everyday. And with the precious 2 minutes, the hougangerz missed the earliest bus to get home. Reason I'm blogging this? I dunnoe. I just feel like I need to type something really, very, absolutely crappy.

I need to change, fast!

School has been great! 2008 is great! The new subjects look okay. Not much of work and stuff. Maybe, it is all introduction games. However, I am not comfortable with the new spectacles, tudung and uniform. Everything seem very, very wrong. And yes, Akir was right. *not was, is* I am getting selenge each day. hehehe. The spectacles can't stay put at my bridge. it keeps falling off and the pair makes me look gandmother-ish. I hate this new pair of spectacles!!!!!!!!!

The tudung sort of covering my eyes. And it makes my cheek bulge. that is so wrong. And not presentable. And I am uncomfortable. But anything else is just fine. Beyond fine, actually.

Anymore chocolate?

It's the first week of school days and I'm already sick! :'( Woke up with a very bad headache. Itchy throat. My mother blamed it on silat training. I hope I can still go for training. But I swear it wasn't the training. Maybe, I'm tired trying to adapt with the new schedule and such.

Anyways, I am hooked to this particular chocolate. I know I hate chocolates. But this chocolate makes me feel better when I am having fever. But, I haven't seen any of this type of chocolate being sold at any candyshop. =(

A B C

School re-opened yesterday. So to fellow students. Welcome Back to your respective school!! The teachers sure had plan their speech before they present them. Anyway, how come this year there's a lot more lecture rather than welcoming speech. And, the speech started just a few hours after the first "bell" *or whatever u call them* for Secondary Azkar.

Nothing much about school. Just the usual. Welcome speech, school regulations, same old stuff that we hear all over again. Tired of it? Well, I am not. It just amazed me how predictable teachers' welcome back speeches are. No offence eh, but that is true.

Remember 3A: "Sec 3 will either break you or make you" So let's show that we are the best of the best product that MAI has ever produced! Mwahahaha! Too much enthusiasm for the second day of school right? Well, what can I say.. I am in the best mood!

I survived!

Happy New Year everyone! Celebrated New Year with my ownself. Counting down til midnight arrives. At first, I was planning to go to Marina Bay to watch the fireworks. Just to cheer myself up for the new year. But then, thinking that my parents would probably flip out or would definitely fall asleep, I put that thought aside. Celebrating new year by myself is quite fun actually. Countdown alone. Watch late night movies alone. Snacking alone. I was so used to being alone anyways. But that was after Khair's unexpected death. Oh and did I tell you that not a single soul wish me a happy new year? But I was glad that they didn't actually. Oh yeah.. Lonely New Year Celebration. But, in a way I felt better because New Year is finally here! =D

Don't if you Can't

If you can't fulfil your promise. Don't bother to make one. I was just learning to trust people again, but you pulled me down into that little miserable life of yours. Anyways, you left me. It's predictable isn't it? You come and you go. Come back and hope everything to be normal again. Well, you know what? I ain't gonna let you break me.

And to the one who promised to be like him. I told you not to promise me that. But you were willing to take the risk. Well, see what happened? I think you actually forgot your promise. You may not even remember it.

All the best in the near future!

love and its kuncu2.

Specially for people like my age:

Love. What is the true meaning of it actually? Is it showing your affection towards the opposite gender or a feeling that makes you happy? many defined love. And all of it are true. But, how do we differentiate love, crush, admire, adore and anything related to it? Some people just mix it up together and call it true love. But after awhile, they found out that this person is not the right one for them. Left the person in distraught.

Sometimes we fight for the one we loved, only to find out they are not in love with us. Sometimes we chase them around, when we won their heart we don't know what else to do. Sometimes we put our hopes high, taller than the Eiffel Tower. Only to watch them crumbling down.

"Do not search for love, Let it come to you"

That's the most popular quote. But do we actually agree with it? From what I observed, my friends who agreed with that quote doesn't practice what they preach. Why search for your true love as early as your teenage life. We still have a long way to go. Very long indeed. Some work hard to search for true love. To rationalize, Just like what I said earlier how do you know that person is the right one for you. How are you going to support her when you can't support your ownself. At a young age our emotions are still unstable. Why search hard for it when Allah has already promise to pair up the Sholihaat with Sholihiin and the bad, likewise.

Maybe, all this thing about searching for love is just an obstacle for us to believe in HIS words. I watched every single love-struck-friends of mine crumbled down. They can't focus. They are blinded in their own fantasy that they forgot about reality. Fantasize to live forever with their true love happily ever after. Now, tell me how you are going to live happily ever after, when you do not obtain a good result to support your true love. (In other words that means, you can't get a good job without obtaining a good result)

I think I have write enough about this. Pardon me if this entry somehow hurt you in any ways. I just need to let it out because I can't let it out to the appointed people in my life. Btw, It is weird thinking about it in the middle of the night. It's like I'm having a major I'm-in-love-and-I-can't-help it-crisis. Thanks to my friends who dealt with this. They inspired me to reflect on this thingy deeply. =)

wee!

Yesterday was a bright sunny day. I thought the weather would stay just like that throughout the day. While accompanying my auntie to Mendaki (more like babysitting her pride and joy), We decided to go to east Coast Park to have lunch, cousin and sister dearest tagged along. At first, we decided to take the bus. After a few minutes of compromising, we just realised that the bus is only available during weekends. So we walked through the tunnel. It was just a short distance. But poor auntie carrying an almost 3kg one month old baby is already panting once we reached the foodcourt. Imran is afraid of echoes. Hahaks! We were talking in the tunnel, of course echoe can be heard. Everytime when echoes occured he will hold on tight to the nearest hand he could grasp. Should have take his scared-face picture and show him when his older.

During our lunch the rain started to pour. Aaaaaaaargh! Since it's a weekday I was just thinking to sit on the soft sand along the beach while waiting for my mom to pick us up. But it seem that the weather envy myself. Hmph! We shelter ourselves at the nearby hut. But little Imran is getting naughty-er by the day he started to monkey-ing around, destroying abandoned sand castles and chasing birds. The cousins had nothing better to do but to guard him to stay put in the hut. Haiya! Anyways, once the rain started to ease, niat dihatiku akhirnya tercapai. wee!

rejuvenated? oooh yeah!!

Indonesia Trip was cancelled.. Booo huuu! =(

But, but, my parents are generous to repay it by paying my uncle a visit at Kuantan. Hence, I celebrated my EidulAdha at Kuantan. Gotta be honest that am not too ecstatic about that. I spent last year's Adha there, this year's EidulFithrie there, This year's Eid. There too. To some, its a no big deal. But for me, celebrating Eid with fellow cousins, uncles and aunties in Singapore is a big deal. We can sense the kecoh-ness of the celebration already before we even reach my grandparent's house.

However frustrated i was, the celebration this time was otherwise *in Kuantan. Early in the morning, we went to the mosque, did our Solat then documenting the sacrifices, watching it make us laugh so hard. Hasbi *my cousin* Put on a brave act and snatched the rope a way from an old man. But then, when the cow is getting nearer and was escaping from the rope with a great force he let go of the rope and run like a *cough2* pondan. After the sacrifices, we go back to my uncle's house then eat. We spent half of the afternoon sleeping. Ah yes! It's a bliss. Sleep is my treasure nowadays. too precious. More precious than anything else.

Okay.. Let's skip to the most enjoyable part of this trip.

Since the boys *my cousins* volunteered with the sacrifices, my uncle treat us to go to the Waterfall, if, the weather is bright! weeee heee!! Yah2, I go to Kuantan nearly every 3 months. But... I've not been to the waterfall since I was 4 or so. So, it has been 10 years since I last step into that charming yet cunning water. So, that morning, the heavy-sleeper woke up very early in the morning and didn't sleep after Subuh. What a miracle! At about 10am we reached the waterfall, and the fun begins! Let the pictures do the talking. You have to experience it to understand what i'm talking about. Although i experienced a near-drowned incident it is still fun. Thats the kind of adventure I would love to experience. No pain no gain.

I was late for tuition today. And it ruined my whole day!
I was snappy at every little things. And I hate it!

2008!

2007 is horrible. There were some wonderful moments but dull, sad, terrible, lonely, miserable moments clouds the wonderful moments. I hardly ever remember those wonderful moments. Just the feeling remain. But i'll survive 2007. December has yet to go through.

Whatever it is, I just want 2007 to leave ASAP! Hopefully 2008 will be a better year InsyaAllah. Anyways I hate my new spectacles! It makes me look nerdy. The frameless one got broken. hehe. Besides, i've been using it for 2 years now. And, so far that was a record for me since most of my spectacles doesn't survive for more than 7 months. this one is lucky!

way too long

I am so sorry. I'm just afraid I might put him above, you.

=D

Council Camp is finally over. I can say that I fit in very well in my group. I was much comfortable in this year's group than last year's. The camp was great! Although it doesn't level up to my expectation it was still great. I love the accomodation! Please, please, please make it a tradition! Dun listen to the survival mode suggestion. Hahaks! *eh the words rhyme lah!* The most challenging activity would be guarding our flag and snatching others. I forgot what it's call lah. Poor Sir Nash was scolded by Izzul. During this period also my headache menjadi-jadi. Actually it was there since afternoon. That's the reason why I'm a tad quiet.

The camp is not physically challenging. I dun get it why too many coucillors are injured. And some brags about it. I did feel the pain too. It's a muscle ache, so? What's the big deal? My group members experience it too but they are strong enough to get through with the camp. Well done guys! Maybe, the upcoming camp should test our endurance. It's ok to complain and stuff but please dun whine. If you know it'll be tough and you can't handle it then better off at home. Dun waste ur parents money. I understand those injured. But I dun understand those who whined. Ur a councillor toughen up a bit.

However fantastic-al the camp was, I could die of thirst! The food is sufficient. But the amount of water was tooooooooo little. Not enough. This is a feedback not whining. Hahaks!

I haven't had a full rest after the camp. The day after, I have my Maths classes already. And I slept in class. How embarassing! My tutor was calling me but I didn't reply him. Nabil and his sister is already laughing at me. I think my tuition-mates realised that I was asleep. Today, had netball practice. Which i waited for hours for the ball and captain to arrive. I was left alone at the court for nearly 2 hours! Herk! Herk! Herk! Closety came up with the idea that my teammates are pulling a prank. Nice one closefriend. Played only for about 45 minutes until the rain keeps pouring up til this hour. I hate December! It's always pouring. But everything is not in our will right? We don't have power to control over things. We don't have power to control people's heart nor their mind. Right closety?

~Am dissapointed but still living happily~ =D

I'm tired! Woke up early in the morning report for work at 8am. Yups! I got a job, just to fill in my boredom. Then, rush for Group meeting. So far I had a blast during our meet. Zulza with his constant pouting. !!Adik!! and her shy-ness. Kak Aini with her merepek-ness. Kak Arifah beind teased. Uwais and his never ending "thinking" face. Only three people attended today's meeting. But it was fun, still. We re-do our group cheer. Which after !!Adik!! complains that it is a little crappy. Well personally I think the cheer is crappy too, but it is out of the ordinary. Thats why I like it! Anyhow, Zulza and I re-do the cheer from head to toe. And it was pretty good. It's a combination of three songs. Look out for this "unique" yet "enjoyable" cheer councillors! and of course teachers too *duh!

well, holiday season is ending. we have at least a month to prepare for next year. Time fly very fast eh? I have to go to Bras Basah tomorrow to buy my textbooks. Hopefully someone is willing to accompany me. I hate going out alone. I've been busy babysitting Imran and his little brother too. That little kid grow up too fast. last time I check he was just learning how to walk. Today he's already running and jumping up and down the bed. Sigh! It's hard to keep up with him.

There's so many things bugging my mind. With closety not around, it just makes it harder for me to express myself. Yup2.. Thats how dependent I am. It's Closety's fault! Hees. Oh! btw, my sister is coming back from KL tonight. It's a school trip or something. I enjoy being alone at home during the day though. At least when she's not around I can sleep without the lights turn on. Personally, I think sleeping with the lights off is better. It took me hours to sleep when the lights are turn on. Thats the reason why I am constantly yawning during school hours and tutoring session.

Blogger sucks, for now!

Kan tgh holiday...?

Forget about the job application~ I actually got a job as a fliers distributor. The pay is quite ok.. working hours are from 5-9pm. Pay is $5 per hour. Called the person and the next hour... Taaa Daaaaa! i'm hired!! weee! But then... here comes the obstacle. Tuition will start soon. A-maths class is starting really soon, Pure science lessons will start soon. I have no idea how I am going to enjoy this holiday. Hmph! Plus, the weather is not so good these days. Blame me for dreaming to be a surgeon. Huh~ But chasing your dream is good right? Just like closety always said "Believe in your dreams" Hahahaks! Well, I am not the focused kind.

Anyways, Say Hi to Keluarga Badrun's latest addition. Welcome to the world! brace yourself for an interesting adventure little one!

penatnyer!

School's out scream and shout!! is it better for me to take up a job or simply lay in bed all day or waste my allowance on clothes and shoes? Hmph!

Oh! Bedok sell the most affordable clothes lah sey! Very cheap! I bought a long sleeves dress for only $1 and it has great designs on it too.. Worth it! Gotta go shopping at bedok more rather than Bugis!

Regarding my results, I can't believe my grades. They're just tremendously surprising. I thought my form teacher miscalculated the marks.

I'm Over the Moon!

Back to the old days. It has been a long time since I played Ice & Water, Police and thief and hide-and-seek. Since we attended for the sexuality workshop, we missed the Indoor games completely. We get bored easily, and soon found out a rusty game from a childish brain to play hide-and-seek, shortly after we played ice & water, Police & thief and lots of other games that are meant for little children. Anyhow, I did enjoy myself today. =D

Until one of the teachers had to interrupt the fun of course. Don't they have anything better to do? Like, recording the students' grades into their report book or something?

Niwae, I found a weird sandwich today. Would you like to eat a sandwich filled with tuna, spicy tuna, chocolate, topped with thousand island. Sounds horrible rite? The look of it freaks me out. I bet, the Exco members ate that one. Hees!

If you are very curious. You might wanna try it out! MAI students speacialised in that particular sandwich. Have a taste, and tell me what it taste like. Maybe, it turns out to b good, than MAI will have another source of income than just having soo many Fridays waste for tabung jumaat. No hard feelings yar. Just stating my view ;)

There's many things I could do. But I could never hate you. I care about you too much.

AAAAAAAAAH!! Its Over!!

Joy!! Exam is Over!! Yay!!

Ok so, we got our papers back from the respective teachers. I'm not so proud of my performance this season. I suck Big Time! I failed my Science paper! 47/100?? What the heck?? I stayed up all night studying scince. Neglected my Ulumul Quran. Then I failed. Hmph! Just hope that I won't fail my Ulumul Quran. Which I think I will actually.

Hari Raya is almost over. But I just started to warm up. Haiya! Long time no blogging! I miss blogging so much. a lot of things happened in my life. Had a rough start this month. But things are ok now. I'm ok now. I guess I just hafta be a little patient.

"Hold on to the light that guides you, Hold on to the air that cools you"~Khairul

I'm holding on to your words best friend. =D

sometimes it is hard to do the right thing.

Priority. Which is more important? Knowledge? Survival? Friends? Family? Music? Luxury? Huh!~ There were times when we get all confused about it. Or maybe it is just me who get all confused.



Between friends and family. How do you know that your friends are more trustworthy than your family? Are you certain about mixing with the right crowd? There's a saying that our friend is the reflection of us. If we mix around with bad company, coincidently people will judge us as one of them.

Sometimes it is hard to do the right thing.

Its still Raya month lahs!

exam season has started. and I predict my Maths tutor will get infected by the exam fever. Why is it that every time exam season visit the school, I will have a very bad fever? Just like last year's and this year's mid-year. Nevermind, I'll bear the consequnces.

I haven't studied a single word from any textbook. well, except for Maths and Fiqh. I just love maths too much lahs!! Its really fun.

I'm slacking science. Anyone care to teach?

"aku nak balik... balik asal"

"Nanti Raya aku nak balik.. Balik asal" and indeed, his wish came true. My beloved grandfather passed away yesterday morning at 3am. 3rd Syawal, 3rd day of Raya, 3am in the morning. I felt so alone and lost when he's gone. Thanks to Ain for comforting me.

My grandfather meant alot to me. he's the one who taught me how to ride the bicycle. He's the one who got me addicted to Geylang's foodcourt. And. He's the one who adds up my pocket money.

When the nurse called us at 2+++++am my heart suddenly sank. She didn't inform us that granddad was in the verge of death. When we reached the hospital it was already 3am. she informed us that grandfather was gone. Forever. Never coming back.

He opened his eyes on the 1st day of syawal. But was on pain killer (morphine) by the next day. I was content as I have the opportunity to at least accompany him at the hospital til his very last breath.

I was shocked as his condition was progressing on the last day of Ramadhan. But stagnant on the 2nd day of Syawal. I didn't expect him to leave us so soon. But if it's the best for him then I have nothing else to say. Besides, it is time for him to leave after 82 years of serving Allah.

His departure was calm and peaceful. He even had a smile on his face.

*I wish closety was there*

=D

its the 25th of Ramadhan already! I have yet to bake cookies, buy new shoes and clothes! I'll be dead by the end of this month. Slept for 2 hours everyday. Only God knows what I did during the wee hours. *sigh*

Went to Joo Chiat to shop for Raya needs. But as usual, nothing interest me. The clothes aren't as gorgeous as last year's. This year, practically all boutiques sell the same design. I hope I can find something different before Raya. I have yet to check out the bazaar. Although I drop by there nearly every day after school, but I have not check out the clothes section, carpets, accessories and lots of other stuff... Looking forward to go there with my mom. Mom ain't a shopaholic, but once she's in the mood. She would buy what she likes. Hees.

Talking about Raya... Closety's last day is drawing soon. Very soon indeed. Strange thing about it, I'm not sad. One of his friends, are already brooding about it which I find it quite riddiculous. I'm not criticising, just stating my view. =) Back to the riddiculous thingy-----> Kays, firstly,
-Why would you cry if you know you'll keep in touch?
-Why would you cry if you know he won't forget you?
-Why would you cry if you know he treasures you?

I've tried to comfort this particular person, but my effort doesn't seemed to pay off.

Hmmm... ok, ok I admit I was a little worried if he would forgets me... But for now I'll just live up the moment.

~Make this chapter better, afterall its storyline determines the ending of our life.

Random.

I miss my Zeda!!!

Eh, Raya-ing already?

Time flies as quick as the blink of an eye. It's the 21st of Ramadhan already. Next week is Eidul Fithrie. Wasn't looking forward to it. I wish Ramadhan would never leave us. I wish that everyday in the year is Ramadhan. There's so much blessings in this month. But do we deserve it? Do we even deserve to celebrate Eid?

Performing tahajjud is such a pleasure and bliss. I felt very peaceful performing it. For the first time in my life, I feel that HE is very, extremely near to me, to us. At least performing solat took my mind off of Khair's death. This is the second Eid without him being with us. I miss the late night phonecalls. We would call each other during Eid eve. Then, Kina will sleep talk on the phone. Hees.. Very Funny!! Well, Zaki has changed and we lost contact with him. Kina is upset over something that we couldn't figure out. I guess, I'll be celebrating Eid with Ash alone. Although we aren't in good terms with the other two, we still treasure them more than anything else in the whole wide world. =D

Wokey, stop talking about Raya Ruquiyah!

So far, Ramadhan month is enjoyable. Hougangerz dropped by Geylang Bazaar nearly every single day. Since we happened to pass by there a lot, it's a waste not dropping by. Hees.

~I've been consistantly performing Tarawih which is quite an achievement for me. Yay-ness!!

I neeeed Sleeeep!!

It's 2am in the morning.. well, nearly to 3 am. I can't sleep. The parents went to Mustaffa Centre to buy food, perhaps? With that pirana at home, hmph.. Mother will be busy shopping for food. Anyways, after that deathly nightmare I haven't been sleeping well for 4 days. Even during I'tikaf night. *HUGE SIGH* My muscles are aching, skull is thumping. I still Can't sleep!! Glad I had a whole day sleep after the i'tikaf programme but after that, I AM back to sleeping disorder. well, I heard this shorten our lifespan?? Is it correct?? Whatever it is I just want to have my night life back. Oh Allah! Pls Grant me my wish. Ameeen!

Home is a wreck. It's in huge mess! Furniture in and out. If it's not Zahroh's idea to paint the room, mother won't put on her designing cap on. And now, she does. Glad that Sis Dearest is regretting it.

Tomorrow schooling. Eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeergh!! Gotta face that new teacher. Can't stand him. I soooooo baaaaaadly want my old teacher baaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaack!! But for now I'll live with it and follow the flow. But complaints won't hurt right? School is the last place I would think of now. It used to be peaceful. But now with the new teacher screaming, yelling, bullying, slamming habit it's not my second home anymore. Plus, the primary students noise. There's no wonder why Loudspeaker has hearing problem.

It still survive.

The Best of friendship doesn't come when your together, it comes when your apart. You realised that despite the distance and silence, the friendship still survives. =D

~Couldn't agree more.

Changing....

Closety is trying hard to change, I guess. He constantly said "I'm not brooding anymore, stop calling me Broody" Kays. and he's really serious. I mean I gave him that nickname for joking sake. never did i imagine he took it seriously. Being happy is good right?

I am now miserable!!!
I love to sleep!! But lately, I wasn't enjoying it. I kept dreaming about this "sister", with her long, shiny hair. What shampoo did she use eh, that made her hair long, beautiful and shiny? It was a nightmare. Some nightmare could be ignored. Like nightmares about losing family members and good friends. But nightmares about supernatural are often hard to forget. I'm getting paranoid about it already. Every time I woke up from my sleep I was covered with sweats and tears. When I close my eyes again I saw her smiling at me!!! Me!!! ME!! It was horrible, eerie, scary and extremely horrible.. Well, I guess she wants to befriend me.. Islam teach us to tighten the bond, I guess she wanted to follow suit.

Oh Shoot!!

I just found out that Teacher Bazitah blog hop and maybe, happened to hop into mine. Uh Oh!!! And she recommended the whole class to create a blog. Hees. Luckily, I already own one. *kays, not important*

Anyway, I came across this particular mosque Buletin Board and found something very interesting. It says about Solat Tasbih and such. I wonder if solat tasbih is legal in the Book of Fiqh. I never came across this Solat before. Maybe it's bid'ah perhaps? The name is weird though. Hees.

Oh! We had a very, very interesting presentation by Sakinah's group during english period *since teacher Bazitah has been reading my blog, I have to praise how great english period was* Hahahaks! Kidding2.. Gotta wait for the paper to be distributed then, I could share it with you guys aitz.. hang in there.. LOL!

~Ah yes! Ignorance is bliss! But is it, really is?

Sick of it or just tired?

I hate it when people said they understood my situation but a few seconds later they get infuriated and burst out like an atomic bomb. Hello?? Excuse me?? do you want to help me or not?? Or you simply don't care?? If you don't care than scram off!! Cause I don't need people like you in my life. Hypocritical *toot*. Minutes earlier you sounded very optimistic but the next second you get all tired and sick of hearing my ramblings. and again, if you don't wanna help just tell me. Whats your problem? It's not like your so great that I just hang on to you for support. I have better friends than you. Your just noone in my life. But you happened to stick with me. Which caused me to fall in to your circle of trust. I thought I could trust you. Your just like the others that simply don't care.

Fyi, you don't even know that I knew your evil twin. double-faced *toot*.
You know what? You just got BUSTED! I knew it. Your just too good to be true. No, thank you for your fake friendship mate.

I Love Math!!

Learnt new topic today in maths class. Set Language and Notation. It was Fun! Just like what teacher Wardah told us. My class been buzzing since the first period til the last. *Mcm tak puase bdk2 nie* Buzz like a bee..

Late! Late! Late! Eh, must serve detention or not? hmph! Nevermind, it's fasting month so I'll just skip it. Maybe, I need an alarm clock too not just Asmah ~the menyemak dlm semak! thanks to Arifah for replacing me for my duties. Hees. Supposed to do gate duties today, since i'm late Arifah has to replace me. I guess I'll fill in her's during Thursday. ~Haizz *Hate gate duties when I started to reach school late.

Missing.

In the Memory of Khairul

Get Well Soon.

I've been spending most of my time worrying about blood man. Although we're only acquaintances, but being the first person to know that he's coughing blood had me worried. Luckily, I manage to convince him to go to the clinic. I can't believe he kept something as serious as this to himself for months. I know he's a very, very reserved person. But health matters.

He's only eighteen and already diagnosed with lung cancer. *sigh*. Syafaakallah. Plus, it's in the month of Ramadhan. May his parents face this with much patients. I'll visit you when I have the time. Get Well Soon Fathin!

Let loose!!

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!AKu tengah mengamuk nie!!! The real reason.. I don't know. Something drive me into a rage. But I don't what it is. Can anyone help me? Hehe...

Thanks.

Hello! How ya'll doing? Ramadhan Mubarak! Phew.. This year's Ramadhan is much tiring than the previous ones. Arasy been asking me when are we checking out the food stalls at Geylang. This guy gonna turn fat some day, heck with his high metabolism or whatever scientific names that he told us. He frequently talks about food 24/7. Even if he's fasting, he still craves for alot of things. Tsk3.. Oh, Yeah.. We're now in good terms already.

RUUUUN!!!
Yesterday I went to Istiqamah mosque before going to the airport. I dropped by home to pick a few stuffs and off I go..! A foreigner was asking me the direction of this particular place. Well, I know this place very well. But, being the forgetful one, it slipped my mind. And so I gave the wrong direction. I just realised it after she boarded the appointed bus. Unfortunately, I met her again in the bus i boarded. Yes! I received her deathly glare. I think she was soo close to strangle me. ~quote from Faisal "Biar pandai, jangan pandai2"
I pity that woman. Sooo, Sooo sorry *if you happen to read my blog *which I don't think she will.

Thanks to the parents.

My parents bought me this book for my birthday present. Peepz my birthday is long gone already lah. But nvm belated presents are welcome. =p. I hesitately read this book. This kind of books aren't my indulgence. Infact, I don't really like to read books. But, after reading a few pages of it I got addicted to it. The writer is really good. He points out the mistakes people often do. I mean, I often do but didn't realise it or wouldn't care less. Oh can't talk much about this book as I haven't finish reading it. Hee.

wow..

Hey all. Wats up?! I'm in a good mood today. I can't believe Ustaz Huzaifah has gone to Madinah. I went for his departure. Along with Umar's. Afterall, They are good friends.

Hmph.. My childhood friend going abroad. It's funny to address him as my childhood friend as he is waaaaaay much older than me. Whatever it is.. May he succeed in life. =) InsyaAllah. Cik Aisyah is pouring.. hees.. Wonder how she is doing.. Gee..

better late than never.

I just got back from meeting Broody, my mistake, Zuhaily. Yay! finally I got the long waited present from him. Hahaks! Wasn't expecting that much present from my friends though. Must be my lucky year this year.

Zuhaily gave me this very special keychain with the picture of the two of us. That is how we met. A picture that start it all.. Ceyy.. Wokey.. Sis Dearest is nagging already got to go peepz. Stay tune for more.! Love ya Readers!!

~I will always hold you up, above my thoughts of others. Appreciating everything you are, and will always be your friend~

Ramadhan Mubarak!

Ramadhan Mubarak Ya Ikhwan! Today was the first day of fasting month. It went very well. No maths homework from teacher Wardah. Infact there's no homework at all. Well, at least for today. I Had a Good day! Wee~

I was browsing this particular website and I came across a hadith which I think most of us has acknowledge it.

‏حدثني ‏ ‏زهير بن حرب ‏ ‏حدثنا ‏ ‏سفيان بن عيينة ‏ ‏عن ‏ ‏أبي الزناد ‏ ‏عن ‏ ‏الأعرج ‏ ‏عن ‏ ‏أبي هريرة ‏ ‏رضي الله عنه ‏ ‏رواية ‏ ‏قال ‏

"‏إذا أصبح أحدكم يوما صائما فلا ‏ ‏يرفث ‏ ‏ولا يجهل فإن امرؤ شاتمه أو قاتله فليقل إني صائم إني صائم ‏"

"When anyone of you gets up in the morning in a state of Fasting, he should neither use obscene language nor do any act of ignorance. And if anyone slanders him or quarrels with him, he should say: "I am fasting, I am fasting."

-For our reflection

Welcome Back!

Welcome Back all students to your respective school! Wow! A week holidays are sure too short. I am relieved that I have finished all my homework before school re-opened. Homework are typical, but to complete it before deadline ~phew.. that's rare. All thanks to Amalina for reminding me *and not forgetting the word forcing* to do my homework. If it's not because of her the worksheets and books will remain untouched on my desk. Besides, this year's Examination Season won't be the same. Sister Dearest will be having her BIG examination this year which means, she will conquer the desk and leave the dining table to me. Boooo Huuuuu!! Sad! Sad! Sad! ='(

First day of school was great! No Maths Period!! No headache!! Hees.. Although I'm glad with that news. I am not glad when Tcher Wardah told me she was sick.. Ooow.. Syafakillah. Get well soon Cher.

First day of school was quiet. No Drumming Shows on level 3 just yet.

Today was the second day of school. I'm missing Ustaz Huzaifah's stern voice already. *oh tidak2 I don't have a crush on him* . His replacement is a bit ------. I won't elaborate more regarding this issue.
Ustaz's flight will be on the Saturday same as Umar's. So I guess mother will be there too. Hopefully, we'll go together. Yup2 I am lazy to board the public transport.
Wokey, enough about it, -->Back to my day. Second day was alright minus Ulumul Quran period. The rest of the day was great. Hougangerz are as happy as ever!

second day of school was quiet too. No Drumming Show on level 3, just yet.

~My palms are itching to smack those tables~

Oh Tidak!

Good News! I finally have the time to paint my room. The bad thing is it'll be in PINK! Gosh! I hate that colour although it's sweet and all.

Thanks to sis dearest for choosing the colour I absolutely have no say in this issue. Besides there will be a few more colours added to it. So not to worry much about any striking pink or whatsoever that affiliates with girly pink.

~The only thing I need to worry is to sleep in a destructive not to mention very messy room. Fortunately mother bought the odour-less paint... If it's not I could imagine myself running away every-painting-night to my grandmother's place. Hehe. Maybe the entire family would..

KRiiiiiiiiing!

I bought Asmah an alarm clock for her birthday present. hehe. Its for her own good u know.

She composed a poem to show her appreciation:
Saya punya seorang kawan, saya panggil Quiyah Kodok, Beban menunggu bakal dikurangkan, Sebab dia belikan dah alarm clock. Loud Giler Dok!:'(
Alarm clock sudah diberi haruslah dimanfaati, Kena lah si Champion ni kunci jam kul 10 pagi, Jadi terdatang very the Early, Tcher Del pun Bakal Happy, Dah tak yah collect ez-link aku lagi.

Let's hope that it will benefit her. Ameen!

Happy Birthday to Me!

Thanks to all for remembering my aging day. Hehe. I did quite enjoy the day. It was filled with loads of fun, sabotages, foods and wishes.

I had to wake up early this morning. Quite unhappy with the time. Student's duty calling me though. ~Haizz.. What did I do with my holidays? Spent it with tuition! Wee!! *sarcasm*

Okay, let's not talk about the bad things. Let's talk about swensens! yay-ness! My family treat me to Swensens for my birthday *it's Zahroh's suggestion of course*. Nevertheless I did enjoy myself. The food was great. I don't quite like the pizza that my mother ordered though. In my opinion it was rather a little too soft for the crust and too much spices?? yup.. I guess so..

Zahroh was the one who get excited over the ice-cream menu. Not Me. It's like we're celebrating her birthday not mine. Hahs. But it was okay. I like my birthday "cake"!! I like it very much!

Firehouse Happy Birthday.. That explains the candle.

This person always wants to inter-frame.

Thanks to Broody for accompanying me to Marine Bowl for Council Retreat. Thanks to the secondary 1 councillors for wetting my shirt and soaking me. It took hours to dry, mind you. All thanks to Broody for motivating them.=p

~Afterall it's the thought that matters most~

Talk to my hand

I gave up confiding in people.

1, 2, 3 OK GO!

My life hasn't been a good journey lately. School's out but will have to celebrate it with tons of homeworks. Enjoy doing it though. Anyways, I wanted to watch and supposed to watch Ratatouille today. But due to my mother's errand I can't fulfill my desire. =(

Movies could wait.

Monday, i attended this Youth Seminar regarding Malay Culture, Traditions and stuffs like that. It was okay. Wasn't that fun. Discussion segment was awkward. All participants are 17 and above. And JC students are mostly talking about political issues which leads to further debating and evetually a-mere-catfight incident. Thank God they still respect each other. I kept quiet and only shared my view regarding Tarian Melayu dan Keseniaan.

I wouldn't recommend this seminar though. I think the discussion duration is too short for you to get to know your group members. The speakers are all very experienced in their field. However, the message that they wanted to get across is a little unclear. It was blurred by either their jokes or history of a legend.

The presentation by the respective groups are also something that are commonly asked and shared. It's like going back home without nothing in hand, mind and soul. You can't even feel the Malay Enthusiasm. Most students converse in English and they use funny Malay. In other words Broken Malay. Only some could converse very well in Malay.

Funny!

Yesterday, That is Sunday I went to the SAMRAH CLUB family day. Mommy had been organising this thing since a few months back. Went there just to show her my support. However, I didn't know that she needs my help to be the umpire of a netball match. Honestly, I don't think I am that good. Nevertheless, I called up Fadhilah and seek her help. And, she agreed to help me! Mwuackz! Love Her! The match was between the mothers and daughters. It was a hell lot of a game. Mothers played violently, and violated a few rules.I thought they're profesionals. Fortunately, a lot of them are beginners.~Fooohz~

Happy Teachers' Day.

Teachers' Day performances were great. The concert thingy is cool. I love the decoration! All Thanks to the Secondary 5. i'm not going to talk much about the celebration. Too tired to comment or take notice of everything. I'm going to post pictures and maybe a caption along with it. Before that let's start with the grand opening:




Khodijah promoting youth to wear Batik clothes.=p





Sec 2A.. EEEEEH EEEEH AAAAAAAAAAAhh! Hearts 'Em.




The aftermath of the party. They left two cinderellas to do the cleaning job while the others buzz off to the "ballroom".



Never knew he could sing well. Hehe. It's an overwhelming performance by him.

Overall I really enjoyed myself throughout the whole event. credits to Secondary 5 '07 for throwing such grand event. May you succeed in life=)

Get Well Soon, Missy

I've been having this headache since i caught a fever last week. I am still coughing.. Still having runny nose.. but no high temperature! Thats a good thing right?

Anyways, tomorrow is Teachers Day! Although I don't really like to celebrate it as teachers never celebrate childrens day or youth day for that matter. Thats not the main reason, of course. It's just plainly dumb to perform a skit with morals such as " listen to your teachers", "we listen and we obey" and more...... but doesn't preach them. Or worst, i hate this phrase "hari ni minta maaf, esok buat lagi" Practically and typically, students will do just that. I mean thats what all human do right? Nobody is perfect. No matter how hard we try, we either be better or stays the same.

ARGH! My class is full with fickle minded students. They often change their mind, opinion and decision. *i guess this exclude me* Firstly, we decided to try something new. We wanted to perform a musical. However someone stood up and said "I wanted it to be safe" and playing safe are we. We decided to perform a skit for the teachers which in my opinion is the most boring performance of all time. Not only did my class chose that boring performance they also keep changing the scipt! Oh dear! God please help me. Save from all this nonsensical its-getting on my nerve-joke.

Screw that! I have no authority to question their decision. Hmph!

Ustaz Huzaifah's advice wake me up somehow. He said that You Can't Please Everyone in Everything You Do. It suddenly pang me. I've been trying hard to accept people for who they are. But I guess I haven't achieve my goal yet.

~The imperfection of human beings are the reason why the world looks perfect. You can't enjoy the highs without going through the lows.

Are you happy?

5 simple rules to be happy:

1. free your heart from hatred.

2. free your mind from worries

3. live simply

4. give more

5. expect less.

Credits to Bro Khairul for sharing.=)

Attacked!

It Hungry Ghost Month!! And I have tons of medicines to celebrate it with. Given MC from my doctor for a day. But my allergy was so bad that i had to skip school today too.



My eyes are puffy. Nose keep sneezing. Ears are itchy. Thank God no infection just yet.



Anyways, Whats up with school and mosquitoes. Is it breeding in school? Hiyaaa!! Its bugging me.


~No days are left without me getting mosquito bite!

Stupid mosquitoes now i'm scratching 24/7.

Worst!

Miserable. But strangely, I'm loving the moments of misery. Why is that so? Because it reminds me so much of Khair. Nevermind tho, he's gone.

Science test is so Brain Cracking and I might add the word Damaging. Bro Khairul I know Ukhwatul Islam needs me but it doesn't need a physicist brain, mind you. I flunk this test. I hate myself for that larh. But at least I gave my best shot right? hehe. I didnt copy my friends...

May Allah pass me this test! Ameen! Ameen! Ameen!

Its electrifying!!

Yeah!! I hereby announce that I hate the electricity topic from science. i VOW not to take physics. Oh god! This topic is well, not so complicated. But the formula and circuit drawing could make you suffer from Permanent Brain Damage. My brain is presently electrocuted just by hearing the word electricity. And to hear "Next Tuesday test. Topic: Electricity" made it worse!!

Enough about science. Let's talk about Starbucks! Hehe. I'm missing the vanilla frappucino that Broody bought me! Its nice with ice-cream on it. Was it ice-cream or simply cream eh? Nevermind about that. Poor Broody can't enjoy the luxurious taste of Starbucks as he bought himself the YUCKY DRINK OF THE DAY! He is brave enough to finish that liquid though. Kudos!

Anyways, I have been sleeping at 4 am these few days. Not days, weeks.. Dunnoe why.. Hmph! I could be sick anytime, anywhere. Hopefully during school day. Hehe.

Alar.. Tomorrow Math period! Argh!! Triple Madness!! I love Math. I just hate algebra. Boooo algebra booo!

~How come I miss Broody?~

HoooRay!!

Yucky drink of the Day!


My closefriend is smart enough to buy himself this drink. Its Yucky! It has an ultimate coffee taste.

Weee!!

Can't wait for Broody to spend his money on me!!! Weee!!

STOP!

Haizz.. U people really need to stop asking me questions like Is it really over between you 4? AND YES! It's Over! WE ARE NO LONGER FRIENDS ANYMORE! STOP BUGGING ME WITH THOSE FREAKING QUESTIONS!! I SWEAR IF ANY OF YOU ASK ME THAT QUESTIONS AGAIN I'M GONNA SLIT YOUR THROAT AND MAKE YOU EXPERIENCE THE MOST PAINFUL DEATH!!!!

Hiyaa!!

NDP '07

From what I heard the parade was spectacular. Nevermind about the Nation's birthday though.
I didn't watch the live telecast as I was busy shopping for footwears. Hee. I can't believe I spent over $50. I bought a pair of sneakers by Bum Equipment, a pair of Caspia sandals, two pairs of khakis. And $80 burnt. Not only did the money dissapear. But I received a piece of "advise" from my mom. Which I think could damage my ear drum.

Back to MAI Sport's Day. It was an enjoyable one. Indeed it was. Although the scorching hot sun is burning my skin. It was still fun. I didn't expect Green House to win 2nd place though. All thanks to our Fantastic Sprinters.

Cutest Group
If they have this special award I am damn confident that Yellow House will win this thing. They have the Cutest Cheer. hehe. Although the tune is not original but the lyrics are sure original.

Lost.

I guess I just needed to lead my own path WITHOUT my friends as my companions. Thanks for the wonderful friendship.

Thanks for the 7 years.

It was hard to let go. After Khair's death we started to fall apart. What happened to the 7 years of friendship? What happened to Starbuck's fight? What happened to the stupid Happy Meal treat? *HUGE SIGH

To Zaki: May you succeed in life. Though you have changed I know that you are trying your best to be the old Zaki that we know.

To Kina: Thanks for the constant wake up call. Thanks for being there for me. Thanks for the ice-cream treat and lame jokes.

To Arasy: YOUR THE BEST!

which is better?

I had the worst week this week! Phew! Glad it was over. New week is coming my way.. Hope its gonna be better.

Anyways, let's not talk about those previous days. I'm gonna get all touchy-feely which equals to emotional and I hate that. Yikes!

"Luv Ya!"
Thanks Broody for the wake up call. APPRECIATE IT LOTZ! I hate it when people call me early in the morning while I was sleeping. Nevertheless, Thanks to him for waking me up or else I would have been late for my sister's first tuition session @ 8am. No matter how annoying that call is, he is the only person that calls me (in the morning) without getting scolded. *Consider yourself lucky.

My intestine is angry!!
I WANT TO EAT SATAY or ROJAK!!! Any recommended place to go?? Do tag me of the place..=)